The Soul,
Clare Macrina Quek
17 going on 18
NYP, SIT
07081991
Leo
lilmissclaree@hotmail
NYP SOUNDCARD!
CTK
RCIC

♥ Music,
♥ Singing,

The Dreams,
Presentable GPA,
Stamina,
Vocal Range,
Beat Boxing,
Piano/Guitar,
Japanese Language,

I'd do almost anything to lose weight.

The Life List,
GO TO JAPAN! for a couple of weeks :D
Write a song in Japanese...
Watch Sakura flowers blossom, and watch as the petals fall.
CLIMB MOUNT FUJI!
Lie on an empty road,
Watch Aladdin, The Lion King and The Little Mermaid on broadway,
Get drunk.
Watch the perfect sunrise and sunset,
Run till I throw up.
Own a horse... okay maybe for now, a dog will be nice.
Find a four leaf clover.
Watch a meteor shower.
Have a perfect wedding (:
Have twins and name them Kiran and Kiara (:
Get a tattoo - Get another one!
Go bungee jumping.
Andddd, I'll add more stuff in time to come (:

Desires,
Samsung OMNIA/ IPhone
Black leather jacket
Ipod
Black leather/wet look leggings
White denim skirt
Jap Tees

The Others,
Belza
Cassandra
Charis
Cheri
Farah
Isa
Jasper
Maria
Shikin


The Gossips,




The Memories,


The Thanks,
maker
picture
brushes
blogspot
blogskins

Sunday, July 19, 2009


Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Ah, did tht quiz from fb just now cause i got tagged by hazel and irene.
wahahha. quite true uh.
and i realised tht wee asked me t do tht quiz thing before. wahah.

so yeah. hahaha. lets start from whr i stopped (:
thurs, had soundcard, was awesome lah (:
soundcard days are always always so awesome :D
committee got pissed cause we were making noise though.
SORRY ): rly. i thinkkk i was talking and laughing at one pt of time too =x
sorry, dont angry uh. love love (:
had macs w th gang aft tht and yeah. headed home.

friday. was like one of th worst days ive had for a while.
it was such a hectic week.. w perf rehearsals and everything thts gg on..
had 2 tests on fri and im pretty certain tht i screwed both up.
Mr Graham came to supervise for th ESSIT test. hahaha was good to see a familiar face : )
totallllllllly 101% screwed th 1209 practical test up.
left abt half th paper blank. didnt know wth they were talking abt.
left early. went to north t meet charis, jasper and fy.
slacked a bit and felt better (:
soundcarders always make me feel better (: hehehe.
then charis and jasper accompanied me t church :D
awesome lah i love you two so much (:
had session. felt so drained.
i think i'm gna ask for permission to take a break from COL soon.
i dont feel like im contributing.. i dont have tht energy anymore.
and people keep asking me if im alright...
im fine. im just really tired of everything thts gg on in life.
and exams are coming soon.. so yeah.
if any of th leaders stumble upon this, yeah. you get it.
but i'll officially ask for leave of absence soon lah.

then ytd, had a blast (:
went to th airport w charis :D:D:D
heheheh i love you la sis :D hahah. we visited t3, then off to t2.
viewed planes (!!!) and watched drama. HAHAHA.
thr were carebears too! haah. those life sized one. HAHA.
only had pink and purple ):
i wanted brown and yellow. booooooo.
but yeah. had popeyes. haha. it was okay lah. shared th meal w charis.
wasnt filling ):
so we went hunting ard for food. ahahah.
did some drawing thingy. it was super cool :D
you can refer to charis's blog for details.. if nt just wait for me t upload th pic. HAHAH.

la la la-ed and talked a lot..
then bussed back t amk.
th ride was so long.
and we were so sleepy. so we slept in th bus. HAHA.
i bet i looked super unglam. but aiyahhhh =x
then yeah. met up w zahil and azizi for a while.
oh oh oh, before tht, went window shopping w charis :D
WAAAA DAMN FUN LAH!!
we have to encourage each other to start saving moneyyyy.
oh man. we have so many things to buy, dont we charis!
100 buckxzxzxzx! hahaha.
help each other lah okay :D can oneeeee.

then yeah. went home at 11 plus.
yuppp. was so slpy. so i went str t bed aft washing up.
woke up today and went to church w family.
went to novena and it wasnt exactly smth t be happy abt.
BUT. i saw sharon! and shawn!
HAHAH like after 10 years omg. HAHA.
miss them! especially sharon uhhhh. we used t be so friggin close omg. hahaha.
ahhh i miss you lah girlll. meet up soon kehhh!
woah. and shawn was looking so friggin hot w his long hair.
WHOOOOOOOOOOOOT ! (:
went for breakfast and yeah nw im home.

gna play some pokemon and then maybe do some 1193.
urgh. supposed t meet mans today..
but as always, our mtngs are nv successful.
but its fine. i got other stuff t do anyways (:
we're cool. hahaha.
okay then. take care and till nxt time :D:D

xoxoxoxo.

WOOOHOOOO.
this week is so soundcard week (:
xoxoxo!

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Thursday, July 16, 2009


女: 剛好 我們擁有彼此尋找的好
  可惜不太湊巧在錯的時候情路上遇到
男: 若不是不忍心看你兩難中煎熬
  不然我絕不肯這樣眼睜睜 看妳重回他懷抱

女: 嘴角勉強撐起了笑 也要讓你看到最後一絲的驕傲
男: 因為妳說 說到做到 提的起放的下 才有男人的味道
女: 我不是不知道 沒有你的日子會有多麼煎熬
男: 就算是我傻的可笑 失去當成得到
  只要能夠對你好 我都會做到

男: 若不是不忍心看你兩難中煎熬
  不然我絕不肯這樣眼睜睜 看妳重回他懷抱
女: 嘴角勉強撐起了笑 也要讓你看到最後一絲的驕傲
男: 因為妳說 說到做到 提的起放的下 才有男人的味道
女: 我不是不知道 沒有你的日子會有多麼煎熬
合: 就算是我傻的可笑 失去當成得到 只要能夠對你好

女: 你是否懂我的感受
男: 說走卻捨不得掉頭
女: 我不該愛的太重
男: 讓妳我如此難過
合: 為何我愛的一切 沒有結果

女: 嘴角勉強撐起了笑 也要讓你看到最後一絲的驕傲
男: 因為妳說 說到做到 提的起放的下 才有男人的味道
女: 我不是不知道 沒有你的日子會有多麼煎熬
男: 就算是我傻的可笑 失去當成得到
合: 只要能夠對你好 我都會做到

yeah, chinese songs are the sex (:
been listening to them non stop recently.
wahahah. waaaa java nw ):
cant catch no ballxzxzxzxzx.

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my chains are gone,
i'm free of those unwanted feelings now.

wow. i feel like a whole new person.
okay i've totally learnt my lesson.

i just rly rly wna give a HUGE shoutout to Clara.
My one and beloved DARLINGESTDARLING.
Thank you so so much for being thr for me.
Through it ALL. For not judging me, for not telling me wht t do..
For supporting me.. For making me laugh... For giving me your super awesome hugs.
Theyre even better than a Clare Bear hug!!
I give you th title of best hugger now lah okay.
But really. If you weren't thr, I probably wouldnt be whr i am now.
I love you so much. More than you ever know.
GUYS, WHT ARE YOU WAITING FOR!
hahahaha. BUT. must get my approval first uh.
My darling aint gna get some Tom, Dick or Harry.
I love you keh darling. AND IVE GOT YOUR BACK.
i promise you. super-duper-ultra promise you (:

okay. now i think i can really sleep in peace.
wow. and i havent gotten a peaceful and guilt-free sleep for such a long time.
night! :D

thank you for everything.
honestly. you were way more than any girl can ask for (:

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Wednesday, July 15, 2009



okay, just wanted t post those two pics and do some hollaring.

JASPER, THANKS SO MUCH FOR DOING MY MAKE UP!
and no ah. srsly nt hot. LOL but i believe in power of make up (:
and to pau too! :D
CHARIS AND AZIZI, THANKS FOR ALWAYS BEING THR DURING REHEARSALS AND ALL (: LOVE LOVE LOVE.

SERENA DEAR, it was a pleasure and honor working w you (:
cheers to more in th future! (:
CLARA DARLING, your cheering rly rly made me feel so much better (:
ilysm! (: thanks for looking out also ahahha love love.

JOSEPH AND GANG! thanks for coming down so early uh.
HAHAH love you all long long time (:
<3 <3 <3 one for each! :D
-hugs.

okay i shd go back to studying LOL byeee.

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Tuesday, July 14, 2009


ah!!! its done.
hahahah. yeah. had my debut performance today (:
THANKS SO MUCH TO ALL WHO CAME DOWN!
first, to soundcard people. REALLY (: <3 <3 <3
then to 0907 (: wa you all sweet children lah keh (: heheheh.
ah la la la love (:
aaaaand to all th dpa ppl who made an effort t watch 3 mins of me on stage.
LOVE YA'LL SO DAMN MUCH OMG (:
AWWWW <3

hahaha ANDDDD to dearest darlingest nat, irene and hazel.
HAHAHA you all nonsense uh, stand at th top, how i see seh.
HAHA but really lah. NAT! i havent seen you in 10 years ):
yesssss, friday (:

ahhh i dont know lah.
aft watching th vid, i felt like i was super pitchy. daaang.
its so different when we're on stage and in th clubroom practicing.
but ah, th whole experience was awesome.
HEHEHE spent SO much time with serena. HAHAHA.
we sisterhood uh, now. hahah i love you lah sweeeeetie (:

and for all those who didnt make it down,
ITS ALRIGHT LAH (:
hehehe. i know. ya'll got classes and all. ITS COOL.
really (:
all those sweet smses are enough. hahaha.
rly didnt expect so many well wishes to come in HAHA
thanks yasmeen, for spreading th word to th dpa kids (:

so yeah in some room now with sc people. HAHA.
everyone practicing th national day perf.
i ate too much just now uh. now super lazy t perform LOL.
but its okay lah. i think i had my fair share of performance for today.
waaaaa. got quiz coming up. and practical test also LOL.

ah she so skinny ><
HAHA okay lah. not skinny. hot (:
hahaha.
my new inspiration! :D
(but she wont know who she is ;) no one willllll. mwahahah)
so yeah. i guess gna go home to study later lah.
so screwed. JAVA LEH omg.
scared balls. and got html some more. JAVA SCRIPT. OMGGG.
hahaha okayyy. usin jasper's laptop nw.
when i go back home, i'll post th pics up from today ah HAHA

okaaaay. i shall enjoy th last moments i have w sc people before i leave.
I LOVE SOUNDCARD LAH.
and i really mean it.

<3

and im still wondering if you came down today.
oh wait, did you even know about it?

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WAH OKAY FINALLY LAH.
th pics are up.

OH AND SMTH IMPTTTT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
fellas, my debut is happening,
TMR, AT THE ATRIUM, 12.15PM!

if possible, come down support lah keh. hehehe.
if i zao siah then just laugh at me lah keh.
better than no one coming down also.
hahah. so yes please HAHA.

okay lah. done done done.
in th clubroom w serena, azizi and BERNICE.
yupppp.

my name must capital letter ah. - points to th screen.

okay bye.

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Monday, July 13, 2009


its been so long since i've last cried.

too long. i really wna know how it feels like to cry again.

and i think im gna feel it soon.

i just dont know how soon.

so anyways. school starts at 1 for me tmr! (awesome!)
just got th news tht 8am class is cancelled (:
hehehe. so tmr, gna just go for lect and proj work..
then rehearsal for wed's perf.
scary balls ><
hahaha okay lah. its been a long day.
ima go slp soon (:
nights all! :D
xoxo.

i gotta remind myself tht this was all just a game.
and youre just another guy in my life.

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Sunday, July 12, 2009


你最近不說話 怎么了 為什么
是不是有什么事讓你不快樂
听說你最近很孤單 有點亂 有點慌
可是我卻不能夠在你的身旁

你想要的 我卻不能夠給你我全部
我能給的 卻又不是你想要擁有的
我們不适合 也不想認輸
好几次我們抱著彼此都是想要哭

常解釋這樣的一切都只是開始
我覺得是所有的一切早已就結束
不想再約束不要再痛苦
下一次會有更好的情路

你最近不說話 怎么了 為什么
是不是有什么事讓你不快樂
听說你最近很孤單 有點亂 有點慌
可是我卻不能夠在你的身旁

你想要的 我卻不能夠給你我全部
我能給的 卻又不是你想要擁有的
我們不适合 也不想認輸
好几次我們抱著彼此都是想要哭

常解釋這樣的一切都只是開始
我覺得是所有的一切早就已結束
不想再約束不要再痛苦
下一次會有更好的情路

愛 我卻不能夠 給你我全部
我能給的 卻又不是你想要擁有的

你想要的 我卻不能夠給你我全部
我能給的 卻又不是你想要擁有的
我們不适合 也不想認輸
好几次我們抱著彼此都是想要哭

常解釋這樣的一切都只是開始
我覺得是所有的一切早已就結束

不想再約束不要再痛苦
下一次會有更好的情路

這一次我們都能很幸福

yeah, it'd be easier if you could just get the message.

i'd do anything to make tonight last forever.

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Saturday, July 11, 2009











OMGGGG LIKE FINALLY CAN POST PICS ON BLOGGER AGAIN LAAA.
haha so anyways, these are th pics from barrage (:
okay nxt post! :D

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Friday, July 10, 2009


okay. so yesterday was. wow. i dont know how to describe it.
anyways.
after the cancellation, postponning and resorting,
im scheduled to perform on the 15th July, at th atrium i think. or lib. daaang.
im nt sure yet. okay i'll confirm later. hahaha.

so yes. two slots for juniors. serena and i will be performing.
L.O.V.E and Love Story.
If you guys are free, PLEASE come down to support okay! (:
really (: we really need it (:
15th July, Weds, 12.30 - 12.50.

ooh and dpa people, joanne from grp1 will also be performing (: so yeah.
go get your info from her and go support keh! :D
hahahaha. so yessssss. for all of you who read or happen to read my blog,
pleaseeee come down to support keh. really really.
it'll mean th whole world to me (:

so yeaaah. haha. erm. ytd.
was okay lah. happy and nt so happy at th same time.
haha but in th end everything was fine (: really.
i went home happy (:
hahaha. life's worth much more than getting upset over stuff like tht.
as long as im happy, as long as i know tht i dont regret wht im doing, its fine.

i dont care if you judge me.. really.
but think about it. who are you in my life?
everytime we meet, we end up arguing. i really dont know why its tht case.
maybe its just all meant to be this way. well. doesnt matter.
to me, my life is full now.

im happy, ive got super awesome friends who dont judge me, ive got a great family who loves me, ive got a wonderful cca w people who share the same passion as i do, im studying something i like.. and I've got God.
thats all i need in my life. so.. all those bad things that are happening to me..
cant affect me so much tht i get all emo and start slicing myself.
and everyone out there who want to ruin me and my life, GET LOST. ITS NT GNA WORK :D

okay wow i feel so much better now (:
SO YEAAAA. hahaha gna end off and gna post up th confirmed timing and venue for th performance when i meet daddy for rehearsal later (:
HEHEHEHE dadddddy (: and mommy and dajie. HAHAHA.
okay so im off to finish off casegrader -.-
HAHAH byeeeeee alll (:

xoxoxo.

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Thursday, July 09, 2009


okay, super sleepy to th max. hahaha.
i shoulddddd really start sleeping early soon.
so anyways, it was awesome lah, ytd (:
long awaited SoundCard outing :D

so had school as per normal, ended at 11 plus and went to find zi.
hung out for a while at th lib, he was supposed to be studing. HAHAHA.
then we ran from discussion room to discussion room.. lol.
we finally planted our butts at macs.
then daddy cameeee! :D
was helping him cut his video. hahaha. and yeah. talked and laughed a lot (:
awww i love you daddy (:
then met Jasper and we headed off to th lib to meet Charis (:
clowned around like woooooaaah. hahaha. i love SC people lah :D

then met lover after a while. I HAVENT SEEN YOU FOR SO LONG LOVER!!!
i missed you so much and im still really sorry i wasnt thr.
i promise okay. from now on, JUST LEAVE ME A MESSAGE, I'LL REPLY YOU NO MATTER WHT! im super sorry lover ):
then yeah, after th super long talk, went back again t have fun w SC people. hahaha.
then we went to meet fadz and headed off to club room.
HHAHAHA i just realised tht my blog posts are always so specific XD
hahah they talked abt guy stufffff and yeah.
then zi came back aft test then we all headed down t macs :D
Joshua couldnt make it in th end )))))))):
but its okay la. nxt time :D

then some of them ate and we walked to kpool @ amk :D
some of them went to eat in some kopitiam AND FOR TH FIRST TIME,
i saw smth called vegetarian chicken rice! wa super cool to th max XD
hahah then yeaaah we headed off to kpool :D
played a bit. was so happy lah. HAHA.
we opened 8ft and 9ft tables. AHAH th pros went for th 9ft ones and th noobs went for th 8ft.
HAHA. but it was fun la. WA JARED PRO SEH. shift over to th nxt table.
OKAY IM SO SLPY NOW I FEEL LIKE MY EYELIDS ARE SO HEAVY ):
then yeaaaah. shikin, syu, bernice, jasper and charis they all came!
I WAS SO ELATED I SWEAR (:
like how many years nv see them like tht. hahaha.
theyre so loved (:
played a bit more pool and then yeah (:

had a super cool night, just like th other nights (:
you know wht i mean ;)
maaaagical (:
gna have an awesome day today.
SOUNDCARD'S UP TONIGHT!! AGAIN!! :D
sooo yeah. im gna wrap up and IM STILL WONDERING WHY I CANT FRIGGIN POST PICS ):
okay ciao ya'll! :D

xoxoxoxo.

its just getting deeper and deeper,
but you can never be my man.

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Wednesday, July 08, 2009


okay this is supposed t be some longgg post of overdued pics.
but blogger aint allowing me t upload them.
so yeah laaaaa.

oh man i srsly need t start studying ):

later!

xoxo.

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fuck it all.

projects, reports, feelings, sensibility, commitments,
physical self, curfews, friendships, understanding, time management.

really.

i'm sick and tired of all thats happening.

thank God for music. the only thing thats going right around, all the time.

but its awesome that its wednesday already.
cause thursdays are the best days of the week.

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Tuesday, July 07, 2009


yup, sch was cool today.
woke up late, so went for th 2pm class. wahaha.
yuppp. had class as usual.
met joseph at south today and we talked (:
it actually made me feel better (: was so happy after talking to him! hahaha.
then lectures straight.

6pm and i felt sooooooo good. hahaa.
went out to celebrate germ's belated bday today (: hehehe.
ghost of girlfriend's pasttttt. yup.
it was a really gd show. i cried a bit. haha.
super touching lah. felt so affected after th show =x
sorry if i scared you guys =x lol
then kfc aft tht and went back home.
yupppp, today was fun.
POOL NEXT WEEK GUYS! DONT FORGET! hahaha.
so yeah. tht was basically my day today.

SUPER CANNOT WAIT FOR TMR!
SOUNDCARD DINNER AND POOL! HEHEHEHE.
i loveeeeee soundcard (:
oh and just a reminder to everyone,
IM NOT PERFORMING TMR OKAY. PERFORMANCE CANCELLED.
thanks for th support though. keep a look out for this space.
i'll be posting details for my upcoming performances (:
hehehe. okay then. take care and good night : )

goodness, i really wonder why i miss you this much.

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If I should stay
I would only be in your way
So I'll go, but I know
I'll think of you every step of the way

And I will always love you
I will always love you

You, my darling you

Bittersweet memories
That is all I'm taking with me
So goodbye, please don't cry
We both know I'm not what you, you need

I hope life treats you kind,
And I hope you have all you've dreamed of
And I wish you joy and happiness
But above all this, I wish you love

I will always love you
I, I will always love you
Darling I love you
I'll always, I'll always love you
sooo, its back to school today. arrived late, as usual =x
panicked cause we had to submit practical9 and i didnt complete it.
THEN EUGENE TO TH RESCUEEEE! :D
haah thanks man!
then had class. longgg break. went to th lib t work on project file.
koufu for lunch and cmath lecture.
died lah. didnt understand a thing ):
gna try and understand it tmr i guess.
tutorial w no tutor and then pool w wilson, azizi and anisaa.
didnt play though. HAHA was broke and tired XD

then active (:
it was perfect, as usual.
active. at. night. with. you. is. the. max (:
had th best walk home and now im feeling on top of th world (:
so wellllllls. yeah hahaha.
gna go sch late tmr. i need sleep man ):
hahaha okay so yeaaa. time to catch up w fb and all.
BYEEEEE (:

Happy 7th,

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Sunday, July 05, 2009


okaaay today was damn boring lah.
went for 945 as usual..
been dreading sch t reopen once th news came up that performance on weds can cancelled..
woah i swear i really died.
i didnt know it meant that much to me.. the performance.
shed a tear or two then just stoned. oh wells.
but its alright (: thr'll be other chances in the future, right SC? (:

so yeaaah. then after mass, went to grab some lunch and took 162 home.
met claraaaaa for a while HAHA i miss you la girl HAHA ive been seeing you for like 4 consecutive days! hehehehe YOURE SO LOVED.
and aloy too hehehehe. youre so missed, bro!
then came back, ate and watched some CNA..
la la la. then yeah. after lunch, tried doing some project...
did for a while.. then th skies turned dark. and th winddddd kept coming in.
before i know it, i fell asleep. LOL. like kenna drugged like tht know HAHA
then yeah haha had a niceeee sleep.
woke up and woaah okay people talking to me on msn HAAH sorry lah =x
yeah so replied and all.. then i still felt pretty slpy.
but yeah it was fine AHAH msned till like dinner time..
then had dinner. watched HIMYM while eating AHHA awesome show lah (:

then yeah. talked talked talked.
smiled smiled smiled. had a serious talk. felt empty.
then laughed some more. hahaha.
youre so cute lah, ily (:
aaaand then yeah. hahah. did proj, fb-ed and msned some more.
yeah you get it. my day was so boring. and i was dreaddddding school to reopen.
oh man. BUT i reallyyyy miss my darlings.
HAHA. my singapore! :D NABILAH, VIJAYA AND GERMS! (:
and of course nt forgetting eug kor (: hehehe.
and th rest of th class lah hahaha. 3 wks man! missed you all!
okaaaay so yeah.
at least ive gt smth t look forward to tmr (:
so yeah. i think ima go slp soon. hahaha daddy say must sleep earlyyyy.
hahah okay ah daddy, so if you reading this, I GOOD GIRL LISTEN TO YOU KEH.
you start sch at 9 and you slping alr. then i starting at 8.. so i go slp also lah HAHA
okaaay bye world (:

WHY CANT I UPLOAD PICTURES!!! dangggg. kjalushdfausdfhasjdf ):

just so you know,
you mean so so much more to me than i can actually express in words.
although its only been a short amt of time tht ive known you,
but im just really glad youre in my life now.
you really helped me though th toughest weeks of my life and yeah.
im very thankful for tht. dont ever ever leave okay.
but if you decide to, please tell me before hand. i think i should be able t cope with it better tht way lah. hahahaah.
ily, B (:

and to my dearest claraaaa.
as ive said before, i will say it again.
i reallyyyy dont know wht i'd do without you.
i swearrrr, youre like an angel sent down to make sure im alright and i get through this.
hahah i dont know how i can ever thank you, but i can promise tht i'll be here for you.
PROMISEEE. hahaha. i love you so so much darling (:

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even though it might be a starless night,
i know i'll always have you as a star around,
my very own kris allen (:

okaaay.
today pretty stoned lah =x
woke up late, so met up late w eugene.
did th project. like we planned out appendix C and i know i've got to try and rush out appendix D asap.. appendix D is actually th 20 page report.
i reaaaally dont know how to start on it.
soooo yeah. haha.
we talked a bit also. HAHA i missed you lah eug.
havent seen you for so long HAHA your new hairstyle..
sexy uh. hahaha. so good boy now. HAHA.
so yeah. ate a bit also.
then left to wait at th bus stop.
watched "wanted" while waiting.
WA SUPER ACTION PACKED MAN, TH SHOW!
SUPER WORTH THE WATCH!
should have catched it in th cinemas instead lah ):
all must go watch th show! :D

met up and walked around. heh.
then went t meet mans and bert. haha.
cool lah. watched bert play bball at amk. lol. had some malay function gg on,
where they all were dancing. hahaha. so cute lah please (:
was listing th pros and cons and ahhhhhh.
i wish i was malay ):
aaand yeah. talked. and went to active (:
i love active at night. hahaha.
wanted t see th stars.. but it was a rather cloudy night.
could see a few though.
i think i counted till 7. hahah then i gave up cause my neck started to hurt LOL.
daaaang. jaw jaw jaw jaw jaw. okay random =x
then yeah. hahah talked. a lot.
about things tht i nv thought i'd ever say again.
listened to music and sang a bit. HAHA. coughed more than i sang ):
got a call from home and realised tht it was alr 1140 ):
headed homeeeeeee and saw this SUPER EXTRA LARGE COCKROACH ON SOME WALL. OMGGGG. SIIIIICK LAH DEY!
and then yeah.
la la la la la and im blogging now.
hahaha.

kinda cant wait till sch reopens.. although im super enjoying th life im leading now (:
i love my life. and i love everyone in it (:
thank you all for being so so wonderful. hahaha.
oh yes, everyone!
my debut performance will be in the nyp library on 8th july, weds,
from 12.30pm - 1pm ! its a FOC lunchtime performance.
so if you guys are free, do drop by and show some support keh!
(eh if anything happens, cannot laugh ah. must lend me shoulder to cry on all!)
so yeah. i just hope i can recover before then ):

its cancelled.
okaaaay im done. hahaah. thts all for today folks (:
toooodles!

xoxo.
boy, i just hope you'll be fine.
really.

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Friday, July 03, 2009


okay i really dont know why blogger aint allowing me to post pictures.
SO ANYWAYS.
i promised a more detailed account of wht happened ytd.
so here goes. HAHA im sure this will put me in a good mood.
hehehehe.

so THURSDAY!
woah i woke up super early t make th cheesecake.
woke up at i think.. 6.45. hahaha got damn excited.
logged into heucampus and started making th cheesecake. hehe.
talked to a couple of SC people online. haha. then headed out at 10 plus t go meet th usuals (:
haha had a little adventure and headed off to Marina Bay.
I swear, tht was like th first time in my life i alighted thr and actually went out. hahaha. exciting.
we saw a power ranger and a really cute ojisan XD
haha played cards. th pump broke so we couldnt pump up th ball ):
hanisah came and tried to save th day. she kinda did! w lovely clara. haha.
then th rest arrived and we headed to Barrage.
waiting under th scorchingg hot sun till th shuttle bus came.
had a ride and a short heart-to-heart w clara in th bus. haha.
love you so much lah babe.

alighted and headed str for rooftop.
displayed alllllllll th food and digged in.
WOAAAH it was hell a lot of food lah. hahah super awesome (:
then yeah haha playedddddddd. camwhored a lot. lol.
played captain's ball w a deflated ball lol. and island game.
haha.
and sangggg (duh, we're soundcard!). haha watched kasem strum his sexy guitar.
zi was performing heartless again haah. then wilson started beatboxing (: hee.
bonded w a couple of people. and im really starting to love soundcard more and more.
haha. listened to seniors tell stories. an ex senior came. espal, was it? haha.
shes super pretty la. hahaha. like super. HAHAHA.
then yeah. haha some of them went to play water games and got wet. th rest of us just slacked around. haha it was awesome lah. hahah i love slacking XD
then evening came.
haha we saw 3 wedding couples having a photoshoot.
barrage is atually a really nice place for pictures. haha. and th kites in th sky were beautiful lah.
yeaaaah. i have a thing for flying objects.
OBJECTS AH. NON LIVING THINGS.
insects all, no no.

haha relaxed for a bit. then went to play zong ji mi ma w daddy and all.
hahah had to eat a lot. haha. i think i tioed twice.
but its alright lah HAHA i helped charis eat some too.
she looked like she was gna barf.
oh wells. then after all th fun laughter and games,
we left barrage at abt 8 plus. hahaha.
wa it was usper fun to th max lah.
took a train back and reached home at abt 9.50.
rush showered and packed bag and headed out to man's place for slpover.
hehehehe ok actually tht part of th day was max lah XD
she made curry noodles for us (THANKS MANS!!!!)
we were starving lah haha okok actually not so much me lah.
but i was damn stoned. haha. but th curry noodles kinda woke me up haha.
so yeaaah. hahaha. was still feeling stoned lah. haha we were supposed to watch twilight and more youtube vids.. but in th end, we just ended up talking.
but talking was awesome lah.
hahah although this only happened twice, it was all so magical.
the way th night flowed. hahaha. and the faint moonlight streaming into th room..
just sufficient to add some life to the darkness.
hahah like some fairytale lah. haha. plus th perfect person next to you.
okay i better shut up HAHA

but then there was drama also LOL mans saw some cockroach and freaked.
well okay, i freaked. BUT HELL! ITS A COCKROACH LEH! LIKE A COCKROACH OMFGGG!
she said a big one too. ah oh wells. then yeah. hahaha.
i cant rmb th contents of th heart-to-heart, but i know i really poured out wht i felt.
you always have tht charm to make me do tht uh.
URGHHHH. hahaha. but it was still. wow (:
so morning came and i was still feeling so blessed to be whr i was.
but all good things have to come to an end and we had to leave early cause mans had school and bert had work. haha.
but its alright. hahaha. just thankful to have tht experience.

WA BLOGGER CUT MY FKING POST.
anyways i miss dpa like a lot a lot aft talking to ayda,
and livin on a prayer is damn addictive.
yup. thts allllll i think. okay goodbyeee and goodnighttttt.

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Story of my life
Searching for the right
But it keeps avoiding me
Sorrow in my soul
Cause it seems that wrong
Really loves my company

He's more than a man
And this is more than love
The reason that the sky is blue
But clouds are rolling in
Because I'm gone again
And to him I just can't be true

And I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
And it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying

I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be.... a murderer

I feel it in the air
As I'm doing my hair
Preparing for another date
A kiss up on my cheek
As he reluctantly
Asks if I'm gonna be out late
I say I won't be long
Just hanging with the girls
A lie I didn't have to tell
Because we both know
Where I'm about to go
And we know it very well

Cause I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
And it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying

I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be.... a murderer

I Love... his trust
I might as well take a gun and put it to his head
Get it over with
I don't wanna do this
Anymore (anymore)

Oooohhh... anymore

I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
And everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be.... a murderer

Ooo... a murderer...
No, no, no... yeah

ahhh love this song AHAHA
okayyyyy i think i'll blog in detail w th pics tonight.
gta rush through elearning. hehehe.
BUT. just to let you all know.
SOUNDCARD OUTING TO MARINA BARRAGE WAS THE MAXXXXXXXXXXXX!
LIKE PSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSTTTTT!
SERIOUSLY!!! hahah.
huge hollar to everyone in NYPSC,
i love you all so so damn much i swear :D

okay and slpover was a blast too lah.
hehehehehehe ;)
okok. full reports after the break.

ciao!

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Thursday, July 02, 2009


okay so today.
woke up and attempted to do elearning. HAHA but i didnt lah =x HAHA.
okay so then went to meet D. kinda had a talk.
i dont know, but yeah.
then went off for movie (:
was supposed to watch "ghost of girlfriend's past", but ended up watching "i love you, man" instead.
it was a nice movie. fucking funny. and pretty vulgar.
hahaha. the company was great (:
watched it at th newer bugis shopping centre thingy.
th place rocks lah.
wna go and walk walk ard thr someday. but fking cold.
like super fking cold. hahaha.
alright. ima go sleep soon.
ITS FINALLY THURSDAY!
gna wake up tmr earlier to make cheesecake for daddy :D
baked th biscuits today alr. WAH I SUPER CANNNNNNNNNNNNOT WAIT FOR LTR ;)

okay i better go before i get too excited. HAHAHA.
night! :D

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Tuesday, June 30, 2009


When a GIRL is quiet ... millions of things are running in her mind.
When a GIRL is not arguing ... she is thinking deeply.
When a GIRL looks at u with eyes full of questions ... she is wondering how
long you will be around.
When a GIRL answers ' I'm fine ' after a few seconds ... she is not at all
fine.
When a GIRL stares at you she is wondering why you are lying.
When a GIRL lays on your chest .. she is wishing for you to be hers forever.
When a GIRL wants to see you everyday... she wants to be pampered.
When a GIRL says ' I love you ' .. she means it.
When a GIRL says ' I miss you ' ... no one in this world can miss you more than
that.

Life only comes around once make sure u spend it with the right person ...

Find a guy .. who calls you beautiful instead of hot.
Who calls you back when you hang up on him.
Who will stay awake just to watch you sleep. Wait for the guy who ... kisses
your forehead.
Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats.
Who holds your hand in front of his friends.
Who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he
is to have you.
Who turns to his friends and says, ' That's her!! '

and now i really dont know what to do.
i feel like running away from it all.
i love you, i know i still do. but im just scared. really really scared.
Lord, help me.

oh and this post is for you, th one who finds it hard to understand wht girls are thinking abt.
hope it helps.. cause most of th sentences are prolly true.
yup.

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today was awesomeeeeeeeeeeeee!
hehehehe.
met mans in th afternoon, supposed to go to crystal jade for lunch HAHA
but ended up eating mos instead due to many reasons XD
well, then ya HAHA was bored, so hollared for th gang to come down and lepak.
hahaha. everyone reached at abt 5, so we started off by playing some pool.
was cool la HAHA watched zi and bertram play fast games.
mans and i sit one corner and laugh and bet all.
hahaha. then th two love birds went off and we went to eat.
was raining so th floors were super wet ): i.hate.wet.floors!
but we walked to kfc. jasper was so awesome omgggg.
he told th best jokes and left charis and myself laughing and in tears.
hahaha. we stayed thr for quite a while. hahaha but it was damn worth th time la HAHA
then we felt like watching a movie.
so we kinda headed back to hub.
BUTTTT. they only had three shows.
and we've alr watched transformers. lol.

so went to get Charis's biker jacket (WAHOOOOO!)
and then walked ard.. made fun of ppl, made a fool out of ourselves..
okay la. not charis and me. just jasper and azizi. HAHA mostly jasper though HAHA
and took PEEEEEEEEEEEEKTURES!!!
hehehe then headed off to th usual place, macs, to chill.
haha. talked more, made a fool out of myselfffffff there and yeaaa.
but th guy was hot la WA hahahah.
so rare, find a guy tht has a gd lookin face and body HAHAH
but oh wells too old. AND CHINESE SPEAKING WAS A TURN OFF ):
POTONG STEAM SIOL! ( HAHAHAHA ZI. )
then yeah. HAHA it was so awesome la.
till like it was getting too late and we all had t go back cause of last bus and all.

OH I LOVE MY NEW FAMILY (:
SO FKING MUCH. I SWEAR IDK WHT I'D DO WITHOUT YA'LL.
hehehehe.
okay and now i REALLY CANT WAIT FOR THURSDAY, DAMN IT!
hahaha. highhhhhhhhlight of th week.
OUTING, THEN STAYOVER?!
WA. can life be any better than this! LOL.
okaaay. im off now HAHAH to watch th video tht we took just now eheheh.
night world! :D

oh and a HUGE shoutout to XINEN! babe, youre missed! see you during nxt soundcard! :D
anddd to fy daddddddy, YOURE MISSED TOO! hahaha.

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Sunday, June 28, 2009


Another day has gone
I'm still all alone
How could this be
You're not here with me
You never said goodbye
Someone tell me why
Did you have to go
And leave my world so cold

Everyday I sit and ask myself
How did love slip away
Something whispers in my ear and says
That you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay

But you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
But you are not alone

'Lone, 'lone
Why, 'lone

Just the other night
I thought I heard you cry
Asking me to come
And hold you in my arms
I can hear your prayers
Your burdens I will bear
But first I need your hand
Then forever can begin

Everyday I sit and ask myself
How did love slip away
Something whispers in my ear and says
That you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay

For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
For you are not alone

Whisper three words and I'll come runnin'
And girl you know that I'll be there
I'll be there

You are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay
For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart

For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay

For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart

For you are not alone

aiyah, sad lah.. MJ.
R.I.P MJ. Been listening to this song for th whole of ytd night and today.
lol. cant friggin seem to get it out of my head ><
plus plus plus th recording was wa wa wa.
hehehehe.
oh wells. its a bright and sunny sunday afternoon and whr am i?
stuck at home sobbing my lungs away cause i cant do anything ):
i cant go jogging, i cant cycle, i cant eat.. i cant even sing!

okay tra la la YAY daddy went to buy corn soup for meeee :D
been having tht craving for a longggg time.
gg for lunch at crystal jade w mans tmr (as long as i dont have fever!)
YAY CANT WAIT. woohooooo porridge :D wa damn sexy.
i always feel so much better after eating their porridge. hehehehe.
wa super cant wait AHHA
aaaaaaaaand i think th highlight of my week's gna be the SoundCard outing on thursdaaaayyy.
hehehe. to marina barrage! omg i srsly cant wait keh HAHA
reeeeeeeally hope everyone can make it.
if not it wont be th same anymore.
especially if you cant make it... it'll be pretty stoned for me th whole time.
OH WELLS.

ah and and and i really wna thank everyone whos been thr for me HAHAH
really la. all damn sweet. hahaha. all th comforting smses and PMs..
heh i feel really fortunate (:
doesnt matter if im in th midst of losing someone.
as long as i have you guys :D hehehehe.
okay now i wna drink Jasper's liangteh again HAHAHA.
wa, and everyone knows tht i really dislike liangteh. HAHA. but jasper's one special la deeyyyy.
hahaha.
okay lah. enough crap for one day HAHA

ima go back to being bored again.
oh oh oh. go play freerice.com (:
hahaha okay byeeeeeeeeee.

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Saturday, June 27, 2009


this week was one of th BEST weeks EVER!
hahaha. ok lets start from tuesday. haha.
had auditions in sch for SC's lunchtime performance.
did L.O.V.E solo and 6, 8, 12 trio performance w Jasper and Kasem (:
felt AWESOME. hahah was scared like balls, but in th end, everything was fine.
went to play pool w Jasper, Charis and Zi aft tht. hahaha.
didnt know hw t play, but play until shiok la HAHA.
YAY I LOVE SOUNDCARD. hahaha.

weds,
went t play pool (: ok. it wasnt exactly th best day for pool. dang.
then. some drama happened.
i'm really sorry abt it. honestly.
i still feel bad abt it keh ):
okaaay. so then yeah. had a tiff w mommy and daddy over th whole story.
but yeah la. i guess they understand whr im coming from and i understand whr they are coming from (: thts family i guess. understanding each other.

thurs,
WAS AWESOME TO TH MAX (:
went shopping w mommy. she was cold at th beginning.. but in th end we warmed up la.
HAHA. yay HAHA got 2 new pairs of levis (:
got a new dress too! hope i have a chance to wear it HAHA.
then went to manz's place for slpover.
4 of us (:
it. was. totally. awesome!!!
one of th best nights ive had for a long time.
haha. really. it felt so. magical (:
hahaha. didnt slp till like 9.30 am th nxt day. HAHA.
watched mans do her work, played some guitar.. evaluated soundcard photos,
watched mamma mia, had heart to heart talk.
okay, i got scared and idk why, but everything just came out.
all my worries, my fears, my thinkings.. hahaha.
you really have tht special magic tht makes me wna tell you everything uh. haha.
i love you (:

friday,
hahaha like i said, slept at 9.30. aiyooo. hahaha.
then went to catch Transformers 2 at 3.35, amk hub.
went w Nazirul, Jasper, Charis and Zi (:
hee. th movie was alright lah.
but wht happened in th movie was better ;)
HAHAHA. okay i joke uh.
then wanted t go for COL, but mommy said better nt go..
incase i spread th virus to th kids.
sad. its like th first COL session i missed cause im sick ):
went home and felt totally horrible.
took panadol and fell asleep.
wa. earliest ive slept in quite a while HAHA. got really comforting messages from everyone.
thanks so much you guys (: ya'll are super loved! hahaha.

and today,
woke up and felt slightly better.
fever died down. so i got excited and got ready to head down to kovan to watch daddy perform.
okay. daddy in this context refers to fengyao. haha.
hee. he cut hair! looked so suave (: hee.
he did two songs. waaa can die. was so charming (:
i melted a bit. HAHA. so yeah. waited for a long time till he performed.
but it was worth it (: sry i couldnt make it down to Jurong pt =x
ONE DAY MUST SING GEI WO NI DE AI TO ME OK!
ahahah reminds me of someone. HAHA.
so yeaaa. hahah went to HK cafe aft tht. WA felt damn damn sian.
i always wanted to eat thr and today when i finally went,
I CANT FRIGGIN EAT ):
so anyways. all th SC people just stoned.
th rest all had something small. HAHA.
aft tht, jasper and zi and myself walked back to hougang interchange and i took 74 home.
reached home, showered and fell asleep.

this week was super awesome lah, honestly.
thanks to all who made it possible (:
ive been feeling really crappy abt life and all.. but yeah.
thanks t you guys, i feel really good nw (: like.. life has hope again.
hahaha.
and i really dont know whts happening between us. maybe its just been too long.
they say absence makes th heart grow fonder.. is it true?
i dont know lah. but i really hope everything will be okay.

hahahha alright. ima go facebook nw and maybe watch some videos.
and pop a panadol or two to stop my nose from running.
man, being sick totally sucks. alright. SEE YA'LL (:

its been so magical and i swearrrr it sucks tht i have sworn to secrecy abt it all,
but yeah. hahah thanks for coming into my life. ily (:

and Clara Ashley Tan, YOURE SO DAMN MISSED PLEASEEEEE.

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Monday, June 22, 2009





MY LOVES, TO THE MAX (:
for now, at least.
hahaah. i love soundcard so so much.
they make my day, everyday!

cant wait to see everyone agn tmr :D
TEEHEEHEE (:

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Okay, today's post is gna be specially shoutouts to people.
havent done this in a while so i think i shd really start.

FIRST! to the birthday boy!
MR JOSEPH TOH JUN DA!
HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY!!! wow. although i've only known you for only a short few months..
i really really wanna thank you for all the great times.
hahaha the art classes and chalet.. HAHA. they were awesome!
everytime im sad or feeling down, i take out all those memories from my memory bank and just..
sit thr and think abt them.
teehee. gay a bit la. i know.. but they really make my day. HAHA all your chinese jokes.
aiyo josephhhhh. hahaha. so yes! hahaha. heres also wishing you ALL THE BEST in everything you do (: youre a bright young man with a very promising future ahead of you.
i honestly believe tht you can make it big some day.
and when tht day comes, PLEASE dont forget us. HAHA.
so yes! HAPPYYYYY BIRTHDAY AND WE LOVE YOU LOADSSSSA! :DDDD

next, to my dear dear bro..
Z, i know youre taking it well.. but when i put myself in your shoes, i can really really feel the pain. thts why i didnt join idol in th first place. aaaand, i really wanna say tht youre really really brave to participate in it. i totally had no balls to go. even to sign up for tht matter. singing must mean so much more to you. i really admire you for tht. Well, like you said.. you have us behind you. ALL THE WAY. we're family man (: sooo yeah. HAHAH anws. i'll be seeing you later lah. so yeah HAHAH i can be your punch bag, your loud hailer, your.. most hated enemy if you need. HAHA. just get it all out of your system. sucks when people keep things inside of them. hahah i love you la boy (:

aaand. to the boy thts been away for camp. for eternity. haaha.
D, okaaaay. its finally your last week at camp.
youre at ubin nw, so i really dont think you'll get to read this till youre out.
HAHA but yeah. all the best and please take care of yourself.
and your teammates.. squadmates. whtever you call them la.
glad youve got a great bunch of friends thr by you now and tht youre enjoying yourself.
haha. so yeah. have fun while you can and i'll see you reaaaaallly soon, hopefully!
love love!

OKAY. to mans. HAHA.
I MISS YOU LIKE KJSEHLFUSNHDFUASHDFJNLSDFSDF, seriously.
hahah i miss our alone time tgt la. HAHA like they say, you wont know how to treasure it till its gone. BUT im sure its not totally gone! we just need to manage time properly. heh.
hope tht they will extend sch hols and like give us 2 extra weeks..
so we can use tht time to like meet up and all. HAHA. SENTOSA SENTOSA SENTOSA!
must must go back plzzzz. omg need the tan HAHA. so yes. i miss you a lot a lot and i really really, from th bottom of my heart hope tht you're feeling better.
I LOVE YOU, BESTFRIEND. ALWAYS HAVE AND ALWAYS WILL (:

to clara, my lovely lovely girl.
i really wanna say thank you for always being thr for th past week.
physically, mentally and spiritually.
really. i dont know wht i'd do without you thr.
during soundcard sessions, soundcard camp and YI.
girl, i really do feel like youre an angel sent down from heaven to make sure im up on my feet all th time. HAHA i love you for tht and i thank God for it too. hahaha.
its always so comforting and warm when people go, "OH! CLARE, CLARA!"
hahaha damn funny lah. so yes. thanks for all th encouragement and love and i'll always be here for you! LOVEEE!

to cheri! 11 yrs yoxzzxz.
hahaha idk if you still read my blog, BUT.
hahah i miss our time tgt too. HAHA. talking abt almost EVERYTHING we can think of,
jogs in th park, walking cocoa, watching sunset..
wow. youre like the childhood friend! HAHAHA.
i'll nv nv nv nv forget th times we shared (: hee. we better stay in contact okay. HAHA.
hope tht ytd's DB competition went smoothly for you! hee. nxt competition make sure you invite me uh. HAHA. i love you so so much and. LETS BAKE TGT SOON!
(okay you bake and i just sit thr and pretend to do smth)
HAHHA. i love you love you love you (:

hazel and irene, wonder buddies!
slpover th other day was AMAZINGSPECTACULARWONDERFULLYCOOL.
i swear. HAHA. i miss you all so much. HAHA. miss video watching, crashing irene's bed and laughing at everything. HAHA. the dog made entertainment so much more interesting. and so did bob the lizard and whteverhisnameis the cockroach. HAHA. im so so happy tht we're all in th same sch.. although nt in th same faculty.
but it always makes walking along hallways super fun cause i know tht thrs a chance i'll bump into you guys. HAAHHAA. so yes. I LOVE YOU A LOT A LOT A LOT!!!

okay so thts all for part1. LOL. gta go get somethings done then off to sch t meet zi and jasper for practice :D HEHEHEH. byeee! :D

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Sunday, June 21, 2009


Z, ALL TH BEST FOR AUDITIONS TMR! <3
D, ALL TH BEST FOR CAMP TMR! <3

and mans, imy.
(:

goodnight world :D

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Saturday, June 20, 2009


[Usher]
There’s always that one person that will always have your heart
You'll never see it coming cause you’re blinded from the start
Know that you’re that one for me, it’s clear for everyone to see
Ooh baby aw..
You'll always be my boo

[Alicia Keys]
See, I don’t know about y’all but I know about us and uh
It’s the only way we know how to rock
I don’t know about y’all but I know about us and uh
It’s the only way we know how to rock

[Usher]
Do you remember, girl, I was the one who gave you your first kiss
Cause I remember, girl, I was the one who said put your lips like this
Even before all the fame and people screamin your name
Girl, I was there and you were my baby

It started when we were younger you were mine (my boo)
Now another brother's taken over but it’s still in you’re eyes (my boo)
Even though we use to argue it’s all right (my boo)
I know we haven’t seen each other in a while
But you will always be my boo

[Alicia Keys]
I was in love with you when we were younger you were mine (my boo)
When I see you from time to time I still feel like (my boo)
You can see it no matter how I try to hide (my boo)
And even though there’s another man who’s in my life
You will always be my boo

Yes, I remember, boy, cause after we kissed
I can only think about you’re lips
Yes, I remember, boy, the moment I knew
You were the one I could spend my life with
Even before all the fame and people screamin your name
I was there and you were my baby

[Usher]
It started when we were younger you were mine (my boo)
Now another brother's taken over but it’s still in you’re eyes (my boo)
Even though we use to argue it’s all right (my boo)
I know we haven’t seen each other in a while
But you will always be my boo

[Alicia Keys]
I was in love with you when we were younger you were mine (my boo)
When I see you from time to time I still feel like (my boo)
You can see it no matter how I try to hide (my boo)
And even though there’s another man who’s in my life
(What we have is in each other)
You will always be my... boo

[Usher]
My oh my oh my oh my oh my my boo...

[Usher and Alicia Keys]
My oh my oh... my oh my oh my boo...

[Usher]
It started when we were younger you were mine (my boo)
Now another brother's taken over but it’s still in you’re eyes (my boo)
Even though we use to argue it’s all right (my boo)
I know we haven’t seen each other in a while
But you will always be my boo
(Uh uh)

I don’t know about y’all but I know about us and uh
It’s the only way we know how to rock
I don’t know about y’all but I know about us and uh
It's the only way we know how to rock

okay th song and this sentence im abt to type is totally unrelated.
but yeah. hahaha syuhada said it and i think it makes so much sense.
like. its th words ive been wanting to say, but didnt know how to phrase.

its like regretting that you went to another place,
when you know that the other place in which you left from,
is actually the best place you should be at.

really feel that way. but whts done is done.
lessons were leant, so it wasnt a wasted day after all (:

PEACE! \m/

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CLARE. FEELS. REALLY. SHITTY. CAUSE. SHE. DIDNT. STAY. FOR. THE. LAST. DAY. OF. SOUNDCARD. CAMP. AND. SHE. DIDNT. GET. TO. TAKE. ALL. THE. NICE. AND. SEXY. PHOTOS. WITH. EVERYONE ):

BUT. CLARE. IS. HAPPY. CAUSE. SHE. JUST. FOUND. HER. NEW. FAMILY!
HELL YEAH, ITS SOUNDCARD! :D

you guys rock so hard :D:D:D:D

xoxoxoxoxox.

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Friday, June 19, 2009


SOUNDCARD CAMP WAS SUPER AWESOME TO THE MAXXXXXXXXX!
Wow, okay. Hahaha. Its the first time i’ve felt so so unwilling to leave a camp.
Hahah. It might be really tiring and stuff, but camp was so so fun. Hahaha.
Okay, so here is an outline of wht happened.

Day 1,
Met Clara at 3pm at yck and walked to sch. Lagged ard for a while and then everyone started arriving.
Kicked started off the camp at E308 w games and stuff. HAHA. Fun la dey.
Loads of awesome memories. Whacko, blow-wind-blow and the island game!
Hahah. Really got to know everyone (: yeah. We were split up into grps and i was in th first grp.
We named ourselves the “Losers” (wa damn demoralising la, but funny. Hahahah)
Aaand my grp consisted of Azizi, Cassandra, Issac and myself.
HAHA damn sad la, 4 people. HAHA. But small grp nice :D
Haha then yeah. Hung ard plnnayed more games and then went for dinner.
Walked to amk. HAHA. Our grp grouped up w hanisah’s grp.
Was talking a lot to Charis (sp??) aaand, shes really an awesome person! Haha.
And i didn’t know she wasn’t year1 till tonight la -.-
But yeah. HAHA shared loadsa jokes and all LOL funny times.
Dinner was entertaining (: walked back aaaand had the night trail.
Wa, they had to tell ghost stories all before th night trail -.- can die.
But yeah. After a lot of screaming, yelling and super hard grabbing of Issac (I’M REALLY SORRY MAN!!), i managed to get through it.
Heh, thanks azizi for letting me be th person to take off th blindfolds at tht part =x
I’d have died if i had them on for th whole night trail. Hahaha.
Well. The seniors all target me until jia lat jia lat la. Wa. Got some water splashed at me, 5 seconds later got someone laugh/screaming into my ear, someone blowing at my face, someone touching my neck and cheek. WAAAAA. Lol.
But yeah lah. I survived it :D wasn’t exactly my type of fun, but yeah. Haha. I guess th company made it a wholeeeeeeeeee lot better (: (:
Then yeah. Went back, had debrief and showered (YAY!). Hung ard the outside area for a bit, chatted w th people HAHA and watched th bball guys keep making fools out of themselves. LOL. But i was a bit too stoned to do react =x HEH knee pain la dey.
Had nice long talks w Clara too (: heh. She the BESSSST la! HAHA and FengYao gave us quite a free gay show. HAHA w azizi la. But benefit of doubt, i think azizi was just pulled into th picture HAHA
Was tossing and turning ard in my sleeping bed when we finally went into th room.
Slept for a while and then woke up agn. Had a lot on my mind last night.
Maybe slept for abt a couple of short hours. Woke up at 7.30 th next morning (:

Day 2,
Was feeling all annoyed and really wanted to shower HAHA
But everyone was hungry so headed down t macs first for breakfast.
Got a hashbrown and then raced off to the bunks to get clothes and off to shower. HAHA.
Never felt the need to shower so bad for a long long time. HAHA.
Then we gathered agn and had a workshop by P.U.S.H. Some music company thing la.
It was alright, but th comments a bit harsh lah. But yeah. Theyre professionals, so i guess they know best la. Aiyah whatever la. The workshop did teach me a lot of things though (:
Abt the whole vocal world. Hahaha. Loads of bio. Hahah.
Then we went out and had lunch. Didn’t really have any appetite, so i took half of my portion.
Discussed scores w jasper for a bit and then broke up into our grps for discussion HAHAHA
Then i realised i didn’t have t be thr cause i wasn’t gna be preparing final performance today (19th).
Sad, but relieved at th same time la. But yeah =\ oh wells. If i had the choice, i’d definitely stay. Hahah. So.. discussed a lot. Ideas seemed really interesting and all. Wa damn envious. Haha. So yeah. Haha. Really wanted to watch them perform la ): the songs chosen are all so nicey. Oh wells.
Then we played games and then assembled and regrouped to play the amazing race.
This time my grp had Nadzeef, Kasem and Charis. And myself la.
Hahaha. This activity was prolly th most tiring of all, but hell yeah it was fun :D
Sooo yeaaa. Trivia was awesome! Okay and i got a lot of of training to do.
I really need to find a way to try and memories lyrics. Haha. Been really bad at tht, but i gotta seriously change. For th better.
We ran and ran and ran throughout th whole camp... and we thought we were the losers of th whole game (losers have t clean whole of block e.) so we wereeeeeee afraid lah. HAHA .
Then in th end we emerged as champions HAHAHA awesome right XD slacked in th lib and waited for th rest t come. Kasem told us his story. Really admire you la boy (:
Theeeen washed up and had dinner. Hah went to shower w th seniors so they showed clara and myself this hidden toilet within th sch. Wa. Really nv see before seh. HAHA good la. At least now we know. HAHA.
Dinner at macs with everyone (: it was nice. Haha. Heard many stories, saw some stupid spider.
Went up for “campfire”. Yeah, it was good. First time this kind of sharing sessions gone so deep, without it being a church event. Was pretty stunned, in a good way (: shows tht thr is trust built btwn us. Hahaha. I love SoundCard lah (: hahah.
Its like the event tht im looking forward to most in the whole week :D
So so glad i joined (: thanks to all who supported me in wanting to join :D
Loviedovies! After campfire, they showed a couple of super hilarious videos tht went way back..
Of the seniors. HAHA th one tht showed fadzly was the joke of th jokes. HAHA.
But it was really good to see those vids HAHAHA (:
And i just realised tht theyre on FB too! HAHAH can go watch agn and agn and agn XD
Finally, Clara and I left at abt 1145. URGH. I felt so so horrible.
For the first time, i genuinely wanted to stay. HONEST.
Oh wells. Performance today would be so cool and i would be missing it ):
Ahhhhh. Really hope to see it next time!

So thank you so very much, seniors, for one of th best camps i’ve ever had (:
Alright, i better hit th sacks nw. Gta get up super early cause i still haven’t packed for yiss -.-
So, good night and cheerios! :D

Well, it's a marvelous night for a Moondance
With the stars up above in your eyes
A fantabulous night to make romance
'Neath the cover of October skies
And all the leaves on the trees are falling
To the sound of the breezes that blow
And I'm trying to please to the calling
Of your heart-strings that play soft and low
And all the night's magic seems to whisper and hush
And all the soft moonlight seems to shine in your blush

Can I just have one more Moondance with you, my love
Can I just make some more romance with you, my love

Well, I wanna make love to you tonight
I can't wait 'til the morning has come
And I know that the time is just right
And straight into my arms you will run
And when you come my heart will be waiting
To make sure that you're never alone
There and then all my dreams will come true, dear
There and then I will make you my own
Any time I touch you, you just tremble inside
And I know how much you want me that you can't hide

Can I just have one more Moondance with you, my love
Can I just make some more romance with you, my love

Well, I wanna make love to you tonight
I can't wait 'til the morning has come
And I know that the time is just right
And straight into my arms you will run
And when you come my heart will be waiting
To make sure that you're never alone
There and then all my dreams will come true, dear
There and then I will make you my own
Any time I touch you, you just tremble inside
And I know how much you want me that you can't hide

Can I just have one more Moondance with you, my love
Can I just make some more romance with you, my love

Can I just have one more Moondance with you, my love
Can I just make some more romance with you, my love

Can I just have one more Moondance with you, my love
Can I just make some more romance with you, my love

My Love, my love
I just want one more moondance with you, yes I do
wa, it really took me forever to get the lyrics of this song during th night trail.
IM SO BAD W LYRICS ):
but its a sexy song though (: michael buble is always so sexy :D

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Tuesday, June 16, 2009


okay. tired.
so im just gna blog a bit and go keh. HAHA.

so yeah. bertram's bday today.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!
mans planned a surprise bday party for him (awwww so sweet)
and yeah.
clement, basil, thia, iris, bel, joel, aud, rachel, clara, ben, emmanuel, nicole, lucien, mans, bertram and myself were all present for the party.
haha. it was not bad lah.
played frisbee, captain's ball, bball, stock exchange and all (:
hahaha.

we were having a super good time when suddenly this plastic bag filled with liquid comes flying at us from upstairs -.-
we thought it was water, but apparently it seemed like it was detergent.
everyone kp-ed like mad la HAHA
oh wells. its okay lah HAHA
oh and aud fell ): basil accidentally pushed her. DEEEEEEP wound ><
so scary. hahaha.
then we played a bit more and went to active, cause it was getting late.
haha so we went over. watched th guys play bball, went to play at some super dangerous playground and weehoo. i met casper.
yeah. from HS. hahaha. talked a bit and wanted to learn how to skateboard.
haha. everyone got excited and came to make friends w him XD
hahaha. awesome lah. i tried.. felt quite fun HAHA
then i action only, wanted to go faster..
then i fell HAHAHAHA joke.
fell on my whole left side. HAHAHAHA. ok lah. pain a bit. then yeaaa.
haha went to talk to clara and all and some policemen wanted to see IC.
so we all zao to th other corner.
talked a bit more and left.
so yupppp.
now im back home, after i cleaned my wounds, talked to d aaaand, now im facebook.
hahaha. shd be slping soon, if mans doesnt need me to call.

sooo yeah. today was fun, thanks for organising mans! :D
hope everyone had fun too (:
hee. cant wait for soundcard camp!
its like, TMRR!!! (today is tues alr keh)
hahahaha. super awesome :D
okok nightttt everyone! :D

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Tuesday, June 09, 2009


There's nothing I could say to you
Nothing I could ever do to make you see
What you mean to me

All the pain, the tears I cried
Still you never said goodbye and now I know
How far you'd go

Bridge:
I know I let you down
But it's not like that now
This time I'll never let you go

Chorus:
I will be, all that you want
And gather myself together
Cause you keep me from falling apart

All my life, I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay

Verse 2:
I thought that I had everything
I didn't know what life could bring
But now I see, honestly

You're the one thing I got right
The only one I let inside
Now I can breathe, cause you're here with me

Bridge:
And if I let you down
I'll turn it all around
Cause I would never let you go

Chorus:
I will be, all that you want
And gather myself together
Cause you keep me from falling apart

All my life, I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay

Ending bridge:
Cause without you I can't breathe
I'm not gonna ever, ever let you leave
You're all I've got, you're all I want
Yeah

And without you I don't know what I'd do
I can never, ever live a day without you
Here with me, do you see,
You're all I need

Chorus:
And I will be, all that you want
And gather myself together
Cause you keep me from falling apart

All my life (my life), I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay

Chorus:
I will be (I'll be), all that you want
And gather myself together
Cause you keep me from falling apart

And all my life, you know I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay


the only person that could make me cry,
is making me cry yet again.

why why why why why. fk it.

anyways, school so far has been good.
haha. fun people in class (:
super stressed abt class and all lah, but overall quite shiok (:
haha. pretty much fun everyday.
haha. okay lah. nice bunch of people.
last time i was just feeling super dpa-sick.
hahah. school's out in abt 30 mins,
then gg out w d, mans and bertram. haha.
ITS TH HOLS NEXT WEEEEEEEEEEEK.
finalllllly. hahaha. got a million and one things to do lah.
just made a list just now.
haha. nabilah was amused.
and now shes looking at my screen. and she says she sleepy. HAHAHA.
i really wonder if shes gna be reading this =x

sooo yeah. just felt like i needed to post that song.
wahaha. okay goooooooooodbye :D

xoxoxoxoxox.

PS. ALL YOU IJ HOMIES.. YOURE SUPER MISSED!
MEET UPPPPPPPP SOON! :D
to th RP people, PON ONE DAY OF SCH LAH. hahaha.
xoxo.

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Thursday, June 04, 2009


okkkkay, i realised i havent really blogged blogged abt soundcard,
although ive been gg for 3 weeks of cca already.
HAHAHAH.
okay, to summarise everything in one word, its A.W.E.S.O.M.E!

REALLY REALLY REALLY.
i enjoy my thurs evening/nights so so much!
cant wait for camp.
hahaha th seniors are supaaa coolxzxzx and th new batch is reallllly talented!
haha. so yeah, first session was welcome party in which th snrs performed.
second was kinda to get to know each other and break up into groups. haha.
had fun! and this week, we emphasised on diction and genre of song.

hahaha yeah it was cool. i gotta try more leona lewis songs..
hahah if anyone has any song in mind tht might suit my voice,
do let me know keh! haha gotta pick another song for nxt week, havent chosen yet HAHA
yeah. shikin uber cool la. HAHA. th rest of th seniors also.
woaaaah i love soundcard :D hahaha now i just really need to learn how to vibratoooo.
hahaha. oooookay. got proj to finish -.-
dont think i wna do now, head hurts like fk. been a long day and i neeeeeeeed sleep.
hahahaa okay i really had an awesome time today.
have to stop stressing on tht. HAHAH.

okay lah good night world peace out :D

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Friday, May 29, 2009


losing you... losing you...
and finally, i lost you,
you realise whts going on.

maybe there is a second chance for salvation.
holding on for a while more.. wont kill.
i think.

:) (???????????????)

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Monday, May 25, 2009


Kenny G's 'Forever in Love' + Soft gentle breeze + Starring out at the sky from my room window = Ultimate Bliss (:

sometimes perfection comes in small forms like these (:

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Sunday, May 24, 2009


clare macrina quek wants a biker jacket and a new pair of levis dark blue jeans.
damn bad.
and an iphone/omnia too.
AHHHH moolah ):

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what happens when the only person that can make you stop crying,
was the one who made you cry?

and so they say, nothing lasts forever,

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Thursday, May 21, 2009


hiiiiiiiiiiiiii.
woah, okay i havent blogged in one whole week.
HAHAH. okay, HERE GOES!

friday, did session at COL.
haha. did upper w aud. i felt like we screwed spiritual prep up a bit.
oh wells. but it was alright in th end lah, i think.
th kids were super! hahah. more responsive than we expected them to be..
so yeah. i think we have to start getting photos of session again.
hahaha then video at th end of th whole process. SHIOK!
hahah went to thia's place at BP after supper.
Mans, Bertram, Basil, Emanuel and myself. of course w thia lah.
hahaha was fun :D
Her dog, Bel, WAS SUPER ADORABLE!! woah. ive nv seen super a lovely dog before. HAHA.
awesomeee. hahahah. next time th whole COL stayover kehhhh. hahaha.
webcammed w D for a while at thia's place (: (: (:
hahah. yupppp. left th next morning at 10.30, went for breakfast.
Okay, Sat alr uh. haha. rushed home and out again t meet D for novena.
went for 2pm service (: then went to get brownie. HAHA. bought back though.
didnt feel like eating thr =x hahaha. then went back home.
cant really rmb wht i did.... DADDY CAME BACK!!
hahaha. told his stories for a bit.. then i went to sleep.
i think. hahahaha.

so Sunday, as usual, went to church (:
after tht, went town w mans to buy her tutu skirt. hahaha.
found a super nice dress and really wanted to go back and buy it. HAHA.
some off-shoulder black dress. woaaaah :D
hahaha. went back and watched teeeeeveeeee.
for a while.
then went out to meet D and his friends BiFang and Nicholas.
Watched as they ate dinner, then D and i went to stonecourt :D
hahah talked for a while. Went back to Nich's place for a while.
Watched them do project. hahaha. then came his other friends.
hahah. D sent me back home w Marcus at abt 11.30. hahaha.
dreaded th feeling cause I had school at 8 th next morning ):

Then, D woke me at 6.30. HAHAHA. suggested tht we went to sch tgt,
so we did! :D was cool. haha for once i wasnt late (:
thanks d! (: school was th same. ahah.
tues, went towning w mans, bertram and d (:
wanted to get th dress, but i like, inflated overnight. LOL. damn shit XD
so i didnt get it. mans's card was declined, so she didnt get it either HAHAHA
went to starbucks, then went off w d :D took a bus home HAHA
i love towning at night. love love th lights ! (:
love tuesdays more (: hahah always acts as my motivation to get through school.
hahaha wed. sch ended early so i went home to nap.
then went to church at night w basil and mans.
went home. after th talk w irene on tues, it triggered me to think abt stuff.
hahah long talk w d at night. hahah. fun. and funny.

and today. sch for 2 hrs HAHA did java test =\ =\ =\
first time i arrived early la. HAHA so early somemore.
arrived at like, 7.45? LOL.
awesome right. HAHAH yeah did th test, had some breakfast and waited for d.
hung out w his friends (theyre superrr cool! HAHAH awesome grp! )
met rainy in th lib LOL went home aft tht.
slpt and did some stuff before heading out for cca.
yeah. soundcard was pretty cool, to all those who were wondering how it went.
AHAH but i feel tht i must must buck up to keep up w them.
theyre all so so talented lah. hahah. th people seem nice too. haha.
hope it'll be a blasting cca. LOL. so yeah.
now back home, feeling sleepy.. but have t go do project.
due tmr and i have no no no idea wht t do =.-

okay laaa. thts abt all for now. HAHA.
okay nightssss :D

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Thursday, May 14, 2009









and yes, i realise tht im smiling in every photo while everyone has different poses.
SORRY LAH OKAY. i bad at cam whoring.
hahaha. ij gathering at RP was awesome!! HAHA really missed th IJ spirit for a while.
when we all gathered, everything seemed to go back to how it all was last year.
HAHA i could even imagine everyone in uniform again.
it would be really nice if th rest could be thr too.. but th 7 of us was cool today (:
Rah, Charm, Becks, Vera, Nicole, Veronica and myself. hahahaha.
and mans, upstairs doing her RJ and Quiz. HAIYO.
hahaha.
okay so its thursday already (:
tmr's th last day of th week before th wonderful weekends arrive.
hahaha. sooooooooo.

monday. school as per normal, super sleepy. hahaha.
d was super sweet (: he bought chicken puff for me during lecture cause i was so super hungry, i could eat a cow. hahah love you lah (:
tues was cool. went out w d aft sch to penin to get ****'s present. hahah.
then to tpy's f&s to have dinner. awhhhhhh totally missed tht place.
had a goooood dinner and went home (:
weds was okay. haha. errrrm wht did i do uh. HAHAH.
oh i think erm. HAHAH oh yes. (thanks d) went to j8 to meet audrey to plan session for fri.
was exciting/scary a bit. doing session this fri. hahaha.
then met cheri. caught up on a lot of stuff... hahaha. went home and webcammed for a while.
and i watched heroes wooooaaaah awesome :D
super addictive. HAHA.

so today. had class from 8 - 10. woke up late, so reached sch at abt 8.40.
HAHAH but i still completed my practical k! HAHAH dang i need to install th software onto my laptop ): someone help me plzzzzz.
OH SHIT. got project to complete -.- okay aft this post HAHAH
then yeah. met Rah at abt 10, aft class (: caught up w her stories, told her some of mine, then we went for lunch at North. D came a while later and ate... then came Nicole Ben.
She ate.. then yeah we hung ard sch for a while and i headed off to RP. haha.
awesome place i tell you ahah campus is really... B.E.A.U.T.I.F.U.L!
(okay lah, as compared to NYP... but NY feels like home :D)
hahaha met charm and met everyone.
(OH MY CHARM YOU LOST SO MUCH WEIGHT! and you're like so super pretty now plzzzz. aiyo. i jealous seh. hahahah joking lah. but seriously, youre super hot :D)

went up to look for mans. saw her classmates (HEHEHEHEHHEHEHE)
hahaahaha nice people, i think. HAHA. RP looks super nice.
i wna go back thr more often!!!
hahaha. so yup. tht was wht my week was abt.
oh and session tmr too. and stayover at thia's place! (EXCITINGGGGGGG)
hahaha. okay tmr two celebrations in sch too. wa super exciting. HAHA shd try t get up early and prepare smth.. hmmm. Hahahah. if i can la =x
so yeaaa. HAHAH gna try and erm. finish up pract4 project and erm. watch more heroes.
then go t bed. sleepy. ahahha used too much energy today. HAHAH.
kehhh night all (:

PS. I MISS IJ SO SO MUCH. REALLY :')

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Saturday, May 09, 2009




woah. i didnt realise that ive not blogged for such a long time XD
HAHAHA anyways.
lets see. okay erms.
this week.. school was okay lah.

hectic. cause th proj was due on fri. wa. super stressed.
i had to do both th ppt and th report. HAHA but it was quite cool lah.
i like working under stress. so yeah. hmmm.
monday was normal. had temp taking HAHA cool stickerzxzzx.
had to take temp twice a day la. aiyo so troublesome.
went to collect my laptop on tues aft sch w d (:
now th speakers are nt working -.- wth right. oh wells. quite shitty. lol.
gotta bring it down again.. sometime soon i guesssssssss.

weds was fine. wanted t go for tract trng, but changed my mind in th end.
sorry abt it xueli. im really really sorry.
met up w mans and waited till d finished training.
yup. went to macs for "dinner".
then went home (:
was feeling pretty shitty on weds. aye.
thurs was fun (:
was stressed for 3/4 of th day HAHA but...
hehehehehe. all 7th's of th month will be fun :D
went to th flyer w d (: it was awesome! hahaha he met his friend at th eating place and he got a free drink! HAHAHA.
then we got th whole cabin to ourselves! SUPER COOL.
th night lights were AMAZING OMGGG.
hahahaha. no more a flyer virgin yo! HAHAH.

was super sleepy after tht. hahah bussed home (:
thanks for sending me home, d (:
felt super sian cause we still had sch on fri.
then came fri. WOAH super hectic. HAHAHA.
cmath test in th morning, and i had to complete th ppt during break time.
yeah. was supaaaaaaaa supaaaaaa stressed.
sorry if i kinda snaped at a few of you during class =x was really abt to burst =x
so yeah finally completed it during th last period of th day. haha.
then went home to lax for a bit. then went to meet mans for dinner and had our first official session of COL!
hahaha. pretty cool kids we got this year.

felt great seeing 4 familiar faces: reehern, zehern, patrick and shi ying.
hahaha. damn cute. AND we got a pair of twins this time!
AHAHAH. shanthi and sister. LOL i forgot her name =x ADORABLE LAH AIYO.
hahah. well. i got a smart kid! her name's sara. hahah pretty girl! HAHA.
she asked, "About the tree needing water to grow.. Is it like God's love is th water and we're like the tree? Without God's love, we cannot grow, right?"
I was like O.O woahhhhh this girl cool yozzz.
hahaha yeah. it was a nice welcoming party lah (:
aud and i are doing session this fri wooooaaah.
hahaha. hope everything goes well.

then today. went to get my tattoo in th afternoon (:
hahaha it looks wokay lah. but THANKS RANDY! (if you happen to chance upon this!)
hahaha its my name in jap, w 2 sakura blossoms and 2 petals around th name.
hahaha. it didnt really hurt la. honest. it was pretty ticklish actually.
so for all of you who want t go do but scared of pain, i assure you tht it doesnt hurt.
really. and randy said tht th place i did it (lower back) was supposed to be one of th most painful parts of th body to tattoo on. hahaha. cause it contains a lot of nerves and all.
so yeah! see! most painful part also not tht pain already.
hahaha but it was an awesome experience la HAHA. yuppppppp.
THANKS MANS FOR FOLLOWING MEEEEEEEEEE!
we go do make another one next time k! HAHA i want th next one of my ankle.
damn nice lah, if its on th ankle. HAHA. set uh mans!!! HAHA lublub.

went to novena w d after tht (:
then back to far east to get my shoes from mondo. woo. haha.
was "ouching" all th way HAHA was terrified tht someone would bump onto my back la.
hahahahaha so gay =x then yeah. came back home.
and yeaaa now im gna attempt to study. i try la k. HAHAHA.
soooo ta ta! :D

hahahha, boyfriend.

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Monday, May 04, 2009


OKAY, here are th top 3 sexiest guys alive!

1. Yamashita Tomohisa
2. JJ Lin
3. Jay Chou

and of course you know youre THE sexiest of th sexiest, so youre not included, keh!

ahhhh. madness. just saw JJ Lin on tv and i went maaaad.
HAHAHA. okay back to PW ):

你的回話凌亂著.
在這個時刻.
我想起噴泉旁的白鴿.
甜蜜散落了.

情緒莫名的拉扯.
我還愛你吶.
而你斷斷續續唱著歌.
假裝沒事了.

時間過了走了.
愛情面臨選擇.
你冷了倦了我哭了.
離開時的不快樂.
你用卡片手寫著.
有些愛只給到這真的痛了.

怎麽了.你累了.
說好的.幸福吶
我懂了.不說了.
愛淡了.夢遠了
開心與不開心.
一一敘說著.
你在不捨
那些愛過的感覺都太深刻.
我都還記得

你不等了.說好的.
幸福吶 我錯了.
淚乾了.
放手了後悔了
只是回憶的音樂盒還旋轉著.
要怎麼停呢

你的回話凌亂著.
在這個時刻.
我想起噴泉旁的白鴿.
甜蜜散落了.

情緒莫名的拉扯.
我還愛你吶.
而你斷斷續續唱著歌.
假裝沒事了.

時間過了走了.
愛情面臨選擇.
你冷了卻了我哭了.
離開時的不快樂.
你用卡片手寫著.
有些愛只給到這真的痛了.

怎麽了.你累了.
說好的.幸福吶 我懂了.
不說了.愛淡了.夢遠了
開心與不開心.
一一敘說著.你在不捨
那些愛過的感覺都太深刻.
我都還記得

你不等了.
說好的.
幸福吶 我錯了.
淚乾了.
放手了後悔了
只是回憶的音樂盒還旋轉著.
要怎麼停呢

wa th song is fucking sad. got it from samuel's laptop today.
oh man. damn damn sad.
but jay's voice is fucking sexy :D
HAHAHAH okay.
ciao! :D

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okay yeah i guess i owe everyone a blog post.
hahah. in school now. totally dread mondays ):
cause sundays are usually fun fun fun, getting up and having th first lesson at 8 is really a drag.
okay so lets talk about the weekend.

thurs, HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALOYYYYYY.

fri, went to sentosa w mans.
OOH HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHERYLLLL.
biiiiig mistake. sentosa on public holidays are disgusting.
th queues, th people, th noise. WOAH.
oh wells. so we went to tanjong beach. hahaha. was like dog paradise.
hahah. tanned a little and saw a million and one goldens :D
i died. hahahaha. they were soooo adorable, i swear.
(okay having major tummy ache nw. SHAT.)
so yeah. slacked a bit and had to go shower cause we had COL aft tht.
th toilets were sick ): there was junk and rubbish EVERYWHEREEEEE.
woah. oh wells. so we headed back. was totally in a rush th whole day.
was on th bus and got a call to rush to cher's place for session.
so we stopped and took a cab down -.- thr goes my money ):
and i had to eat dinner in th cab. hahaha. was complaining my lungs away.
session was good. hahah. aft tht, went home and slept :D

sat was okay lah.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BENJI AND BEATRISSSSS.
D came over for a while and we headed down to Novena.
super sorry abt th book thing =x
but yeah. thanks for following me :D lublub.
theeeeennn we headed to town cause D had free tickets to X-men Origins.
(thus th poster at th top of th post)
hahha it as awesome! two of his friends, Wendy and Marcus, came along too.
hahaha. Wendy looks so sweet!
hahahahaha. something happened during th movie,
i wont state it here so as not to embarrass him, but its okay lahhh.
HAHAHAH. okay take it as a good memory keh, D.
hahahaha. anw, tht night was awesome.
walked ard for a bit, got mccafe's iced latte (IT SUCKED) and went back home.
hahaha. thanks for sending me home :D

sunday, had church as usual, HAPPY BIRTHDAY CELESTHERRR (and celesther's sister!)
hahaha. everyone came late. and then yeah. hahah. went for a quick lunch and ran home to get ready for sentosa. hahaha grp3 was gg to celebrate benji's and beatris's bday. lol.
(and use it as an excuse to meet up HAHAHA)
so yeah. D came (: took 57 down aaaand we reached at 2 plus HAHAHA
von, sy, pr, kenny, benji, nic and shawn were thr alr. haha.
so yeah. th rest went into th water and benji stayed up w me cause he didnt bring a change of clothes. HAHA.
then after th whole thing, i received a text from vijaya asking if th report was done.
okay i panicked.
so waited for th rest to finish washing up and went home.
grabbed a quick meal at carl's jr. HAHAH D got th thick burger.
he struggled through it and was cursing and swearing like mad (okay as usual HAHAH)
i got fish and chips (HE SAID IT WAS GAY KEH! ): )
went home aft tht :D
took a train to hougang and boarded 74.
hahaha. i didnt realise tht th route home could be so much quicker -.-
okay la i noob la i noob. haiyo.
reached home, showered, watched a bit of TV w mommy (cause she so lonely!)
did a bit of th report and a bit of th ppt, then went to bed at abt 11.45.
ah. been super sleepy for th past few days. hahaha.

so yeah. tht was how my past few days went pass.
aiyo. ive been blogging for abt 15 mins and class still has not ended yet. AIYOOO.
okay then. shall finish this up before mdm SK comes. wahahah.
keh take care and toodles! :D

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Sunday, May 03, 2009


07.07.2017

okay erm. i'll blog abt today, tmr k.
SUPER SLEEPY. gotta rush out th report and start on th ppt slides.
dang. and do a bit of cmath, so as to not let my tutor down.
*ahem*
okay nights all :D

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Wednesday, April 29, 2009


love defies logic (:

hahahah anywayzzzz, using my desktop now.
laptop's display is really screwed.
so im just gna use the desktop to try out a bit of HTML and get th usual stuff done,
then im gg off. hahaha really dont know how im gna live without the laptop ):
its like my life lah ):
oh wells. hmmmmm.
lets recall events :D
okkkkay, fri had COL (: had quite a cool session, thanks leaders!
sat was the usual, sun, went to the airport w D (: (: (:
hahahah.

had so so much fun. haha. and whenever i go to the airport,
i get reaaaaally high. HAHAH its like my favourite place in Singapore :D
HEEHEE. so yeah we had fun. hahaha. so so much fun.
iloveyou (:
aaaaand then mon (booooo) had to go back to school ):
i start at 8 lehhhhh ):
so yeah. stone stone. had cmath. hahaha. was damn stoned lah.
had soundcard auditions after school. waaa. damn stress.
HAHAHA havent felt tht way for a long time.
my life was too happy and peaceful. HAHAHA.
anyways, went w al in the end.
AND IM REALLY SORRY ABT EVERYTHING, NADZ.
you know i still love you right.
I LOVE YOU SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO MUCH LAH, 7TH AUG!
so yeah. haha. met super talented people while waiting in th audition roon!
MET A NEW FRIEND, jasper!!
SUPER AWEEEEEEEEEEEEEEESOME VOICE LAH OMG.
can really kowtow to him. HES SO FRIGGIN GOOD.
love your voice so so much omgggg.
hahaha. hes a bass.
so jasper, al and myself decided to form an acoustic group. HAHAH.
super man. jasper did the bass, al did beatboxing and i joined in w th melody.
w nadz too (: woah it was super fun :D :D :D :D more soon k, guys!!
HAHAHA.

D came and met up w me after class (:
thanks for coming down :D 7!!!
hahahah. so yeah. went for dinner. hahahah.
walked me home (: thank you againnnnn.
hahaha. tues, D came over after school.
attempted to do Cmath. lol. absorbed a bit lah.
but was pretty stoned. long day =x
and then today, went over to his place aft sch cause ended early. hahaha.
met his daddy and mommy!
hahaha. did Cmath. and i really wanted to try HTML.
HE CALL ME NERD! meanieeeeeeee.
(c'mon girls, go hantam him!!!)
hahaha. joking luh.
its his mommy's bday today :D
hahaahah. so yeaaaaa. went back home.
ah. went to get subway. HAHA. SUPER AWESOME

HAHAH and yeah. now im doing some HTML,
catching up w some people on MSN and yeah. hahaah.
ive been so so happy and been having so so much fun recently,
im starting to feel guilty. hahaha. should really start studying =x
so yupppppp. gna go back to HTML now :D
BYEEEEE.

its so amazing how you always make me smile,
how you make me feel like no matter what happens, you'll always be here...
you always make things better.
you have no idea how much you mean to me, really.
i love you so so much (:

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Monday, April 27, 2009


HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR DEAR LIFANG,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!!!!!!!!!

HAPPY 18TH, LIFANG!!
it was super great getting to know you,
thanks for making dpa days SUCH a blast.
would never be the same without you!
SERIOUSSSSS.
love you lah! thanks for all the wonderful extra memories.
like chalet and beach time :D
wont forget them.
HOPE YOU HAD A BLAST TODAY !
and may you find your Mr Right soon!
TAKE CARE AND LOVEEEEEEEE!!!!

(i'll blog abt th rest another day k. laptop sick now ): )

NIGHTS ALL! :D

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Thursday, April 23, 2009


(: thts part.. of th dream future. HAHAHA.
well. school was alright lah (:
started at 8, ended at abt 9.30.
shiokkkk! ahahaha. met d (:
hahaha yezzzz i know im meeting him everyday. BUT FUN K.
he entertains (:
(ANDDDD to all those faithful people who read my blog and ask me THAT question whenever you see me, HIIIIIIIIIIIII!)

hahahaha. had hotcakes today!
hee. and played w my food =x
yup. did a bit of cmath (: i like cmath!!
hahaha. IT people, MEET UP TO STUDY UH!
hahahah. oh and on a side note, ITS REALLT GOOD SEEING RAIN WHENEVER I GO FOR LECTURE (: really. hahahaha. LOVE YOU LA BRO!
so yup. today was like every other day. love my life (:
hahahaha. okay. see. ive not waited in vain.
everything is finally working out (:
everything happens for a reason.
its cause God wants it to. OH I LOVE YOU LORD (:

OKAY. lyrics and im out (:
Never thought that I'd be so inspired
Never thought that I would find the higher truth
I believed that love was overrated
'Til the moment I found you

Now baby I know I don't deserve
The love you give me
But now I understand that

If you want me I must be doing something right
I got nothing left to prove
And it's all because of you
So if you need me
And baby I make you feel alive
I know I must be doing
Doing something right

It's because of you I feel so lifted
I've been looking at my life from higher ground
Never thought that I'd be so elated
You're the one who turned it all around

Now baby, I didn't know myself
Until you changed me
And made me understand that

If you want me I must be doing something right
I got nothing left to prove
And it's all because of you
So if you need me
And baby I make you feel alive
I know I must be doing
Doing something right
Oohhh

And baby I know I don't deserve the love you give me
But I don't really care, cause

If you want me I must be doing something right
I got nothing left to prove
And it's all because of you
So if you need me
And baby I make you feel alive
I know I must be doing (I know I must be doing)
Doing something right (Doing something right)

Doing something right
Yeah yeah
Something right

So if you need me
And baby I make you feel alive
I know I must be doing (I know I must be doing)
Something right
Yeah yeah
Something right

HEE okay byeeee!
OH OH AND grp3, lunch at north canteen tmr, 12!
AHAHA if ya'll can make it la =x
yup. LOVESSSSSSSSSSSSS.

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Wednesday, April 22, 2009


so okay. school has starteddddddd.
yup. first day was alright. missed DPA people like soooo fking much yo ):
met quite a couple of them on the first day of school. hahah.
yeah felt pretty good after meeting them (:
hmmm. basically, had lab from 8 till 9.30, then had break till 1 (:
met up w d and slacked (: (:
then went for lunch w th class. ah. then we went off to get lecture notes.
and theeeeen we were late cause they took forever to get the notes.
but thanks for the effort guys (:

(okay lagging a bit cause im in class now and im doing th stuff and th lecturer super strict yooo)

and yessss. so after tht we went for lecture, c math, was half an hour late. HAHAH.
and then we all had super horrible headaches while th lecturer was teaching about binary.
HAHAH. but its pretty addictive. (d says im like a nerd!!!! >:\)
anyways. yeah. had fun. haha was texting rain :D
then aft tht, tutorial, formed groups and blah.
went t amk to meet mans :D had a blast and got my JanSport (:
hahaha. pretty black backgrd w silver hearts. quite cool la. but not too cool HAHAH.

ytd was th best (:
went t sch at 2 cause i dont have to take electives (YAY DPA)
and th lecturer said tht tutorial was cancelled -.- so everything only started at 4.
slacked ard north canteen and yeaaaa. hahaha. had lecture aaaand went off.
went to buy laptop w rain and met mans (:
yay HAHAH finally i see your face in NYP again. hahah. she went to meet basil for dinner.
d and i went off and then we headed off to bishan park to watch th sunset (:
had a greaaaaat time (:
then we went for dinner at ajisen (!!!) :D
hahahha super fulfilling dinner HAHAHA love ajisen :D
walked home and got greentea ice cream. HAHA daddy was being scary again. HAHAH oh dad.
then we rested and talked. it felt so. right (:
hahahah. then he finally left at 11.20 ): oh wells.
like they say, all good things have to come to an end.
but its alright! because if there are no endings, there will be no chance for another good beginning! :D
(cheer up d !)
so yeah. hahahaha. showered, lala-ed for a bit and went off t slp.

woke up supaaa early today cause classes started at 8 ):
was late. HAHAH. got marked as late -.- f lah. its th first day leh friend.
but whatever. HAHA yongchai and amelia was late too HAHA
i realised so many people live in bishan! HAHAH our area yoooozzz.
so yes. now im at th IT1111 prac lab, finished my assignment and am waiting to move off for the last lecture of th day.
then off to kfc to meet lover (:
hahaha. WOO its super cold here in th lab. hahaha.
okaaaaay. till later!! :D

it was one of th best nights i had,
thanks so much love (:
no worries, im sure we'll pull through these 3 years.
and you asked why i gave up half way on everything, but not on you right?
its cause you feel right. everything w you feels right.
every minute spent together feels right.
love you, loadssss (:

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Thursday, April 16, 2009






hahahaha THANKS SO MUCH FOR THE FUN DAY GUYS!
although we had like less than 10 people today =\
but th time spent w you guys was really awesome (:
so basically, daryl came over in th morning.
GOT MY BIKE FIXED, YAY!
tried t get l4d running, but failed ):
then ate some stuff at home and headed to bishan park to meet th rest.
met benji and kenny on th way in (:
wa missed them man. hahahah.
talked and laughed. then kim and laine arrived (:
cycled round bishan park 1 and bishan park 2.
hahaha. awesome feeling (:
love it when i cycle. hahaha makes me feel like im flying...
a bit lah. hahaah.
then kimmy had t leave ):
so laine and i sent her to bishan mrt.
then came siewyi, peirong, shawn, nicholas and siewyi's parents.
yup. came back w laine.
spent some good quality time talking to her today.
hahha thanks for tht laine (: LOVE YOUUUU!

then we went on our adventure!!!
hahaah dont ask wht was it abt, i'll sound like a bitch if i say it here, so i wont. HAHAH.
if you wna know, but you didnt come today, too bad lah.
missed out ;)
HAHAHA. then we all went to th playground eventually.
and thts whr th pics were taken (:
siew yi was humping a barney thingy! HAHAHAH
(okay siewyi dont angry ah HAHAH i joke)
and yeah. we played w th swings, th roundd spinning thingy, and th spider web (:
hahaha. was funny watching all th guys get on it XD HAHAH.
and i still dont understand why you all say tht standing on th top is gay =\
it is meh. hahaha.
so yeah. sent laine to her bus stop (: more quality time to talk (:
and i forgot t take my bike HAHAHA yeah. went up to deposit th bike and daryl's bag,
then went down to lepak a bit and caught a bit of th sunset (:
then went to th kopitiam to eat.

shawn lost his way HAHAHA led him to th mainroad, then went back.
yup. had a great dinner and great fellowship w th fellas (;
love you, IT people :D pity nguangkee and rain werent thr ):
oh wells. yeah. talked, laughed, crapped. AH. nv felt so comfortable w a grp of people for so so long.
really miss th dpa grp ): so so damn much.
we talked abt th good old ppp days (: awesome stuff, really. hahaha.
ahahah and kenny! HAHA you rock la. always think on th same frequency as i do. LOL.
rocking good bro!
and then yeah. went to stone court to slack and continue our crap. HAHA.
benji and nicholas were sooooo quiet lah aiyooo. haahah.
nadz came down and we all chatted for a while (:
GOOD TO SEE YOU BRO! ahaha. then yeah. it was getting really late, so we all had t go home.
today was really really cool. thanks for making it happen, guys!

and to all those who couldnt make it, its alright lah.
I PROMISE! we'll have a reunion lunch soon!
hahahaah. im sure we all miss each other!
hahah. so yeah. i know everyone's not v happy w their class, but we'll try to be enthu k!
we have th dpa spirit within us, so we GOT to make a difference! spread th love to everyone (:
hahaha i love and miss you guys many many truckloads (:
so heres wishing all of you th best in your next 3 years and may we all keep in contact!
hahaha so we actually have people to complain to when we're feeling all shitty. hahaha.
so yea. and i just wna let you guys know, you guys were th best i ever had in poly, and probably will be (: thanks for the rocking first 3 mths (: LOADS AND LOADS OF LOVE.

and a small shoutout to some of th fellas i miss so so much, HAHAHA.
april: HAPPY BELATED BABY! (: love you and miss you like crap ): take care and have lunch soon! LOVE!
rain: WA I MISSED YOU SO MUCH TODAY LA BRO. aiyo. hahaha meet up soon! *does th handshake*
jov: dont worry la. hahaha i think we all need time to get used to our new classes. afterall, dpa batch was too awesome. thts why. oh wells. if you need anyone t talk to, IM HERE! hahah and yessssssssss. meet up SOON SOON SOON! ahahaa miss you!
wee: aiyo why no buff peopleeee. haha sports and wellness leh! HAHA its ok lah. at least still got your dpa peeps (: take care!
lifang: dont worry abt today lah, im sure there will be MANY chances for us to meet up. take care!! (:
beatris: aiyo girl! why you mia today sia whyyyy HAHAH miss you like mad and hope t see you soon! take care! love!

and to th rest out thr, I MISS YOU ALL SO PLEASE CAN WE MEET FOR LUNCH OR SMTH.
hahaha okay take care all. im gna finish up on code blue and probably go slp. HAHAH. shagged man. NIGHTS! (:

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Tuesday, April 14, 2009


IT. WAS. AWESOMEEEEEEEEEEEEE!
FAST CARS, MACHO DUDES AND HOT CHICKS!!
wht more can you ask for in a movie!!!!
HAHAHAH. it was awesomeeeeeeee. too awesomeeeee.
thanks daryl (:

okay! blog abt today.
met mans in th morning (: went shopppppping!
got a couple of stuff.. dont know if i regret getting them, BUT HECK LA.
sometimes in life, you just gotta be spontaneous (:
(quote: HIMYM! When Ted wanted to marry Stella on short notice!)
hahahaha.
walked ard, talked, went to ps.\
HAD LOADS OF FUN W MANS (:
found this SUPAAAAAAAA SUPAAAAAAA cool shop selling weapons.
WA IT WAS TOO COOOOOOOL!
hahaha. they got samurai stuff inside too!!
but yeah. they cost a bomb.
hahaha. went t watch FF4 w daryl (: awww we didnt get seat 7 ):
got a call from nyp. hahaha. watched th movie. WAS SOOO GOOD!
(now i feel like playing NFS Carbon on DS again HAHAH daryl go your hse play on xbox k!)
went to BEST to get his mom's gift (: hahaha. hope she likes it.
if not, dont scold me uh! =x
walked ard, went t yoshi for dinner (:
(sorry i took such a long time to eat =x)
walked back to th fareast bus stop and bussed home (:
met sheryl on th bus. hahaha.
went to prime to get yakult (: hahaha.
drankkkkkkkkk and sent him off.
(sorry for making you take many many bus rides =x)

yup and i just finished ammending th poster and flyer design (:
hahaha. drained man. HAHA my eyes are tearing up for no reason.
oh man. and yeah tht was my great day out (:
bestf and boyf on th same day! loved it. hahaha.
mans!! must hang out w us k!! we'd really really love it.
REALLY. i woulddddddd! hahahah.
yeaaaa. gna go facebook for a bit and go play NFS. HAHAHA.
nights all (:

OH AND TO HAZEL LOVER, SANDRA DEAR AND IRENE EEEEDIOT,
IM SO TERRIBLY SORRY ABT TODAY.
OKAY LA. OWE YOU ALL DINNER. ONE DISH EACH AT KOPITIAM K!
hahahaha. LOVE YOU ALL AND IM REALLY REALLY SORRY ABT TODAY.
HOPE YOU GUYS HAD FUN ANYWAYS!
LOVE LOVE LOVE!!!

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Monday, April 13, 2009



oookay, yes i have not been updating =x
thousand apologies =x so anw, lets start from..... friday.
yeah. whr i left off.

so sat! went for RCIC (now known as Children of Light) meeting at 3..
planned th grp name and all. EXCITING K! w
we're having recruitment drive for th next two weeks (:
aft session went home. was caught in th rain ):
ooh and thanks thia for th lovely gifts (:
elmo PJs too small la. HAHAHA but th bottle was super adorable (:

so rushed home, showered, changed and got ready for vigil (:
left my earpiece in th room ): still dont have it till today ): ah wells.
went to church HAHA everyone made fun of me cause i was dressed in all white and looked like one of th elects XD
SOOO we went to find th 4 darlings (:
nathaniel came out and acted all shy. hahaha so handsome la he.
then we found Jonas and next to him was GUESS WHOOOO Victoriaaaa.
OMG THEY LOOKED SOOOO GOOD (:
Jonas is soooo tall now (and like woah super hot) and my darling Vicky was th sweetest thing alive (: one of her tooth grew back! hahahah she looked like a little angel.
my little angel!! hahaha. was so so happy t see them (:
not forgetting Jeremy too hahaha tht one too coool la :D

then went up and attended vigil mass.
IT WAS AWESOMEEEEE. hahaha.
CTK always rocks :D:D:D:D
okkk then yeah after all of its awesomeness, went back. haha.
cabbed back, to be precise. was so shagged.
aaand, sunday.
went to jacks place w th family.
hahah steak. okay la. it was not bad.
HAD MY ESCARGOTS!! (snails) AMAZING OMGGG loved them (:
hahaha went to courts to get my new stereo set (:
yayyy HAHHA it looks.. not bad la. HAHAHA.
and thennnn, went home, changed and went out.
went town w daryl (: hmmm. walked ard, went to him his mom's bday gift, watched him eat dinner, walked ard some more, attempted to get greentea icecream but failed ):
but its alright, we had mango instead HAHAH
yeah then bussed home (:
th bus ride was nice (: hahahaha.

hmmm and yeah. today.
woke up and experimented w th new microwave oven w mommy,
GOT GRILLED CHICKEN (: heh they were super nice. wooooo.
i love my mommy (: and i love her cooking ;)
had a great lunch and went out to meet clara to design th Children of Light Ministry's advertisements for recruitment.
yeah hahahah it was done pretty quickly.
thanks for th effort clara!! (:
came back, completed th rest.
cancelled dinner w zu and rah (sorry!!!) cause i was scared i couldnt finish th stuff in time =x
cause gg out tmr so i had t finish everything by tonight.
and yeaaa its done (:
thanks for all th help guys :D

andddd yeah now im blogging HAHAH tired a bit uh.
been starring at th comp screen for th whole day cause of th poster and flyer designs.
waaaaa damn straining on th eyes man.
dont know how i'll cope when term starts =\
hope it'll be alright.
OOOH i got my timetable up! hee. quite slack la =x HAHAHAH.
so yeaaa. hahah. but im still not looking forward to sch starting =\
got so little time for myself.
oh wells. alright i think thts abt all.
gotta go update my journal (: before i forget HAHA
so good night all (:

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